I Made it to 30

Well the world rotated yet again and FMD is now 30 years old. With the life that I have led I truly didn’t know if I would make it here on not. Now that I am here…I don’t know how to feel. Don’t get me wrong, I still hate most of you, but I feel as if I don’t want to be angry and negative anymore. I am confused. On one hand I want to destroy this planet and all of you with it. On the other I have this gut wrenching weakness that actually wants to see how life unfolds. I have written about problems I see with society and I have written about some of my personal issues. I realize at this new uncertain age that all problems and issues aren’t always temporary. If left un solved they will follow you and haunt you years after you created them. For the past few years I have been tying up loose ends and repairing some damage I did as a youth and just when I feel Karma smiling again, I realize the smile I was sensing was a sarcastic smirk from fate knowing the impending doom that lies ahead for me. At this point I have a choice to make…Do I sit and wait for this inevitable drama to strike or do I live my life the best way I can and just be a better person moving forward? Fortunately for me I have a moral compass. I have a friend that has endured life’s little land mines and does his best to offer me the wisdom he has gained through his trials and tribulations. If I align my life with the path he has chosen then life will inevitably get easier…I hope. He gave me a map key to life that I hope helps all of you as I hope it will help me…..

0-19 – maturity and education
20-29 – choose your career direction, you will peak physically in life near the middle of this period
30-39 – excel at whatever you do, you will peak professionally in life at the end of this period so get to work early
40-49 – cruise control, you’ve reached the top of your game, just cruise, continue to save and prepare to get old
50-59 – health begins to fail, energy is low, milk your job for every $ possible and plan to leave it at 59.5 years old
60-death – hopefully your dumb ass has saved enough to enjoy this period without the need for govt assistance; now go die

This is the order of things.